Today:Life, back to Hindusim tomorrow!

Oh man, I am running late, so late on everything today…

I’ll be brief so I can get on with this business of living, or, er, doing the bills and my personal best to steal from Peter to pay Paul, yep – the old P&P game. It’s ok, it’s all good. Money, stuff, a together looking life, that’s all nice to have but seriously nothing is more important than the preservation of your personal health.

I already knew that, but…last night…

I read a story on my fave blog that disturbed me…anonz, an old blog friend/commenter was/is barely hanging onto life with head wounds; I think it’s all handled by now and he’s on the mend through miraculous intervention but it changed my attitude about everything today…

…about this P&P game that has me on edge lately, about this relationship thing that has me on edge lately, about this house selling thing that has me on edge lately, OK, occasionally I can let it go for a moment, but my admission is: lately I have not been very Zen and that’s a huge mistake.

BUT today, well, today I say ‘fuck it, let it go, you’re not dead or dying, Zen Lilli and it’ll all pass…’

and, you know, it all will…